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Name: Brianne
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Metro: Richmond
Birthday: 6/2/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: dancing with my girls.eating ice cream.
lacrosse because its the most
amazing thing in the world.
being Class President.
Cheerleading.Being an
Atlee Raider.2006 yeah
thats how i roll.Jesus.The OC
.clothes i cannot afford.writting
letters.Boys who are worthless.My friends.Freezing time.the
beach.the
mountains.the river.
mechanicsville.playing
baseball with my brother.going
boulder hunting at maymont.growing flowers.forgetting a
bout every commitment i have.
Expertise: cartwheels.sleeping.
procrastinating.school
spirit.US history.stressing
out.looking on the bright
side.dancing like
nobody is watching.
singing off key.
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  crazylilshorty32
Member Since:
2/15/2004
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| In the still of the night, in the silence of my home, my stomach aches for time lost. lost in a good way, but lost nonetheless.
another year, another goodbye.
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| woah xanga has changed since I last logged in.
I've been reading through my past entries during senior year. Man, I was depressed.
I'm rolling through my sophomore year at JMU. I know, I cant believe it either. High school seems to close and so far away. I miss it, but not like I did last year. I've become so much more than I use to be. I'm so much stronger in my faith and its a beautiful thing. I'm a young life leader now at a school that wears me out. But its worth it. We are called to be in difficult places and that is exactly where I am. I've made some pretty incredible friends here at school, and I have really learned what the body of Christ is. I'm still going at it alone without my family by my side and thats really tough, but I suppose it will work out sometime. I'm majoring to be a teacher, I cant wait to get out of school and move to hanover and teach and help out with Young Life back home. I know that things arnt what they use to be, and sometimes I want to transfer to VCU to help out, but I know that this is where I need to be for now.
Its funny. The people that I was so upset to lose senior year, they arnt really my friends anymore. People always told me that you dont keep in touch with your high school friends. I thought they would be wrong that we were different. And i guess we do a pretty good job of catching up when we are home, but thats more out of boredom and convience than anything. When it counts, i'm learning that those people just arnt there. I'm not bitter though. Thus is life, and like i've said, i've grown a lot.
I think i'm finally learning just who I am and where I stand. And I'm not afraid to be just me. Although I feel like I did a pretty decent job of staying true to myself before, but now, its always me shining through.
I hope that this finds you well and happy. That your life is what you want it to be, and you are seizing every chance you have to truly live. I know I am.
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| I feel so distant when i open this page. Like i'm looking at a picture of myself from high school. its different from my easyjournal and i dont understand why. I can open up easyjournal, write an entry in it, and feel totally normal about it. Maybe because nobody reads it, or because nobody knows its there. But when i go to write here, i feel like everything i have to say wouldnt fit in to a place like this, and that the time for my xanga has passed. When i graduated high school, i left so much of myself behind and i think xanga was part of what i left behind. This probably sounds so dramatic but to a girl thats trying to figure out who exactly she is, it makes a lot of sense. | | |
| i miss home. i miss blake. i miss being a big sister. i miss my parents. i miss good food. i miss my dogs. i miss my bed. i miss easy school days. i miss work. i miss mechanicsville. i miss atlee. i miss young life. i miss my backyard. i miss my car. i miss my friends. i miss katie nienow. i miss you. i miss life as it was. but i couldnt go back. i couldnt change things.this is my life now. i need to accept it. | | |
| dont skip class. cause when you do, the people you think you can get the notes from also skip. | | |
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